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Monday, October 14, 2013

Something to Remember

It's been awhile.

Reminiscing how I used to have you as part of my life, it was beautiful. 
How I used to be so dependent on you through hard times, I am thankful.
How I used to be so excited and looking forward to every hangout I've got with you, it was sweet. 
How I used to be the sensitive one throughout the long-distanced, it was tough.
How I used to always wished to talk on the phone with you, I was wishful.
How I used to think nothing will change, that was when everything changes. 

Just when I realized feelings will never stay for long, it comes and go, that was when everything comes to an end.
It is true, long-distanced was really a test, a test to see how both can still understand each other, how both can still have the connection, how both can still stay the same, having the heart for each other, regardless of the distances. 
And I failed. I failed the test.

Just when I thought I will never let go of this relationship, it started fading out, I was already letting go.
It was a beautiful and yet tiring journey, it was exhausting.
It was, as if I was all alone, as if I was the only one that takes care of everything.
Yes, I got tired & decided to move on.
Starting to look forward to what is ahead of me, to have my own goals instead of yours. 
I've never felt so independent, as if I was falling apart and trying to get up, maybe I was. 

It was a mutual decision, that maybe it will be better to let it go.
Through these times, I had ups and downs, but the best part was, I wasn't alone. 
Through these times, I met friends that brought me through, I met that one guy that I thought is interesting. 
And that was when I realized, I have moved on.

Now, we are friends, good friends.