You are the one who I surrender to.

The one who stand my faith on.

Sometimes, things just won't get right with me.

I do pray to You, cry out to You.

For the weakness I have, drew me closer to you.

What I've is You, I never turned off my faith in You.

I did turned away from You, but nomore.

You are for all.

The audience, the director.

watch us, guide and direct us to do exactly the right thing.

A relationship with You means no end.

ultimately Im created to please You, there's how You lead me through.

" Jesus wants to do His works in you and through you."

hmm ;) im still awake.
i was looking at some pictures that my parents taken at overseas. And i love this. It brings me somekind of feeling over the clouds, when i was listening to "forever by hillsong united". [ im still listening to this ;D]
i meant maybe im well being in imagination, but then i sense something really rejoicing upthere. Though that there's still sins down here, but then angels still rejoicing upthere. how great if i could be part of them.
just past few days, there was a scene that looked so nice, the clouds that in reddish and nicely and completely when i was in my school during class. After class, i stand out to the balcony and i can really looked at it for minutes, hour. And woah i was asking God " are you smiling at me?" i mean, why am asking this that time. :)
what could i say, i was like rejoicing with God. i dont understand.

i dont mind :D but it takes me few hours to think about whats actually happened to me. And now....i still dont understand LA!
i mean, sometimes i really ask God why dont He come now.Maybe im selfish? im not.
He comes now or later isit the same? doesnt it?
He will give everyone the second chance, whether they believe in Him anot. isit? i think so?
and when the time He comes, there's the time we unite.

im here`__await for you Lord :)
draw me closer to you, that i can glorified Your Name.

hey guys. thats only my thoughts.
God Bless` x))

what i've wrote in my previous post?

And now`_
this cute little fella has stopped suffering from pains.
it's going everything fine, it had pass away two days ago. D:

Though that it's so small and tiny, but we never forsake him.
For God so loved us, He has taken away its pains and brought it up with Him :)

He never wants us to suffer like he did. He loves us.

rest well`hamster.
God bless` __

[] hamster is sicked D; []

that's the hamster. the white winter hamster. it looks cute isnt it?

okayss.. that's Charlie's hamster. and it was really active running here and there.

this is it. :) it really looks cute. it was great. tell you what, it stayed at my house few weeks ago when Char was in Thailand. that's why i got the chance to take pictures of it. :D

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this cute fella was exhausted, it started on Friday. we knew it that day, and it was kinda weird cause one of it eyes was closed. and the next day, Saturday.. we realised that it was just sitting there and didnt feel like moving and sort. it looks emo D:

and it didnt eat at all.. it didnt eat and drink. That's where we started to worry. And we went for a doctor last night, but the clinic was closed. So, today after church, we brought him to the clinic and it was already so weak.. * hmm *

both of it eyes were closing and it didnt move at all. And its tail looks wet. We were so scared that it will stop breathing D: and I kept looking it to ensure that it didnt stop breathing. Argh..

okayss, when you guys know that we bring this erm little hamster for a doctor, feel weird right? but what to do? it's still a gift from heaven :)

the doctor said that it really looks weak, and not sure can it stays alive in the moment like this. And she gave him glucose water, cause it didnt eat at all. :( after this, if im not mistaken, the doctor gave him an injection. Oh my, for this little fella? yes, it's pain!

see... D: cant tahan la`!

could see that it's weak. who knows that can it still stay alive? God.
it's still God's creation. God loves animals! He loves us, everyone.

for a life, it's not about how great isit, for God sees us all the same, we should appreciate every life. God loves us so much, that we should loves everyone like how God loves us, animal as well.

I know it's gonna be ok, its gonna be fine. Prayers are ever needed. God's healing hands upon this fella is ever needed` :D Blessing

[] Oh well :D []

there was a prom night at Sunway University and my sis was a part of it. Its has been quite long d, but oh well.. And what makes me excited about? i love how the make-up artist changed a person from normal to kind of special and different look =D

its great. ahmm...

there are few pictures of that then. Not that nice, but at least you could see how a person changes after they make-up. :) [ if you see my sis before then you'll know ]

EXACTLY`__

her eye 0.0

okayss :D thats the make-up artist. didnt she looks pretty? She's pretty.

eye.. [eye liner? ] hmm.. weee.

i love this`! the earing looks nice isn't? i gotta use this for my prom if i could xD

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ahmm.. this was how my sister looked after the make-up.

green :D

okays x) maybe this would be quite a short post for you, but then it just looks great and yes pretty.

i love pretty ladies`! they catch my attention away from any others..

and, ahmm... curious about do guys make-up for their prom also? Do they?

drawing their lips with lipsticks? 0.o whoah, it would be interesting if there's any picture of it. xD

Oh well~it's just another day of mine.
its good to be artistic`__ i love them well :)

God Bless.

"cut hair d__`❤ it takes time to grow__ I take time to recover." ❤

just a phrase, but it meant what i think (:

`__ my thoughts.

okayss :D

quite a rush post and I've copied this from hwa's bloqqie.
whoosh we've fun``
we went to mcd and had our assignment time together?. is like an oral test either.
and yes, i went there with hwa for the first time, and had great time with her.~

hey peeps, sorry I've been quite busy for these days, couldn't get time to rest and update post as well.
OH WELL`` =)
there's how day goes and comes` loving it.

God's presence :)
and yea in this moment which rushing out of time,
just gonna say that He's with me.
confess our sins and have great time with Him! keeping up with prayers`!
what He says that we should change of our sinful chains..
help of those who cry out, hunger.
like what He says " for those who're naked, clothe them!"

Amen`!=D

hey, I gotta go`` i think that's all. bye peeps

God Bless~

[] saturday []

can see my pimple d. =) but then i don't mind for now, cause have no time to care for it also. heh heh. hmm, this was yesterday picture and that's the evening part of my day for yesterday at sunway pyramind after the bunjabi wedding at Subang. :D

SHOPping time! x)

there are quite plenty of pictures here, so that i don't have to write more but just show pictures xD

that's where we go. i think so hmm :)

after we reached there then, we went for our dinner at Zanmai. For quite sometime never go there d. yahoo ;)

lights

my parents eating and chit chatting.

after dinner was hanging all around there and had a rest after shopping here and there lu :P

random

after my shopping, bought one something like singlet and love it so much =3

and then, went to golf store as well.

mom and me.

pictures of me x)

and after shopping we went for yamcha again.weheee (",)

after that about 10.30+ we went back, but there's too jam at the parking, so we waited and we parked our car somewhere and took some pictures before we went off` =D

the pictures quite blur though....

for now that's all i think.. still got plenty of pictures about the bunjabi wedding. will post them up when I'm free then.
last picture xD see~ we waited until the shops all close d.

okies ^^ stay tuned. will post more next time.

see ya guys <3

random day

[] random :) [] random yesterday []

last evening was nothing special but just took some random pictures.
was having dinner at a bahkuteh store for the first time and it's normal like others gua. :D
China tea cup? but abit blur though. hmm

in the diff angle x)

__after dinner then, went to buy stuffs and went back finally. mostly random pics.

and as usual that i have my cg every friday. after cg when we were having our so called of 'supper'? someone got wet Daniel's phone and we were all so surprised that his phone is waterproof! xD we wet his phone with tomyam soup, so he went and wash up his phone with water! that's cool, i don't meant to promote his phone, but it looked so canggih. :)

YOU CAN SEE IT HERE !! that's Sony.E! it can takes picture while you're washing it and listen to music neither! cool right? oh my...i want this too if it got pink xD

not to talk so much d =) have to take a nice bathe and drive out to Sunway pyramid later!`[ i mean my parents drive me there LA ]

Bye bye =D

hey, this is for you``
it's not your fault, no matter in what or anyway.
and you don't have to be sorry.

sometimes, just feel like what i wrote to you in that letter, that's how i feel.
I don't meant to ask for helps, but i cant get to know what should i do for now, which part shall I focus on more.
maybe what he said could be right, that I'm actually do what you planned? hm..
you know what happened to me today, and you asked me why. You knew the answer quite while early right, aint you?

I've tried my best, and maybe I'm really true on doing all sorts by myself alone and I wasn't throwing those jobs to anyone[ the new ones].. But it's just maybe.

I've lost of trust. D:
and you don't meant to say sorry` but I know that we'll gonna be fine & I'm well ok. sorry.

[] my saturday :) []

yesterday was quite a interesting day, as photography club had a some kind of lectures thingy about photographs and unfortunately i wasn't there but just few minutes, that's cause i was having my music club on the otherside. And everything go smoothly as what i planned and i've took some random pictures and just few of it also. *sigh* these they're ! :D

random pics! and i used to take this with my cybershot! no complains and i can't :)

locked` and that's where i was then. ~

pintu kilat? random random LA! heh heh

weather was not that cool, and it was like this. afternoon's sunshine? hmm x)

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there were something happened that day when i prepared to go out and have my lunch with munhong after doing stuffs. whoow~ the car's engine burned` couldn't get much of these pictures then, cause the car's owner was so sad and i was so excited and took a picture. So~ heh heh. xD

:D

not sure what's the car's name also. but that was horrible. see....so dirty inside after the burning wei...eek. D:

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after lunch with alba at oldtown, then went back to school and wait for transport to send me back. the weather siao hot. tak tahan la! Then~ after i had a nice bathe & washed up & nap for awhile. My parents suggested to go Gardens cause my sis and bro weren't at home, and just three of us. tired!

was quite jam there as usual LA, Saturday`` and omg...the exhibition of cars.

THEY'RE COOL !! :D

YOU SEE !!!

for F1 racing ?! 0.0 dunno dunno. looks sooo cool! i missed the chance to have a try on sitting in this! bcause i was rushing to have my dinner with my parents. urgh, nvm.

WAHAHA~! I LOVE THIS MORE! cool blue. there were few models that actually meant to promote the car wan, but they looked like they were camwhoring that time :D so they leave the cars alone`! lols .hehe

NAH! see the girls behind?? then the guys sit inside. wowo.....cool man! But i prefer blue more. x)

after this, we went for our dinner at MADAM KWAN's. nasi bojari ! xD

FLOWER = STRESS FREE XD

after our dinner, shopping time`! BUT. too bad, thought of go shop myself wan, then my dad said tired. So, just went for few shops and the apple exhibition to buy some stuffs then stop shopping d`! yohh.... D:

we also went for yamcha at starbucks before we went back. So, had a quite a gathering with parents and talked craps and so & so LOR! ;D secrets.

MY DAD`! and his huge tummy 0.0 heh hehe

ME xD

Anyway, have to thank God that i had a great day with my parents, that my sis and bro weren't there though.

Praise God i have a complete and lovely family as well. =D

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and guys, have a nice day`!

God bless.

sweet and crazy dayss :D have fun!

hmm.. this week and the week before was quite busy with stuff in music club, photography?, SPBT and going here and there`` throughout this few weeks, it makes me wake up for such a moment like this. wake up from what? not sure hm. but at least i know that I'm not alone? I was quite emo this few weeks and now I've woke up and stop going the old way inspite. There's nothing changed of doing the things i used to do, and now gonna try the new things and having the new FUN xD.. err..hmm. Okays, I'm still sighing this time but I'm fine. You guys who met me and having classes with me would know that I'm busy with many sort of things but I've nothing changed :) I'm still gonna sweet and crazy with you guys! By the way, i have more things to write here, but i know im not supposed to post it up. Am right? Guys I need a rest. busy busy & busy, it wouldn't end! I don't meant that i need a rest in clubs, but in privacy stuff.

YOU GUIDE ME ALL THE WAY THROUGHOUT THIS LIFE, THE ONLY LIFE, ONE LIFE. FATHER, YOU'RE GUIDING ME, YOU CHANGED ME FROM YESTERDAY 2 TODAY! I felt it, you spoke to my heart, from the inside out lastnight! You let me know how real you're. you guided me thorughout the problems I faced.
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU, FATHER THAT WE LIVE.