Long time ago :)

Just found some pictures which have taken long time go, smile :)

Uploaded some.

Muahahaha :) I know it's kinda funny, was with this hair during SPM. Lol, long time ago :)

Was very bored after studying and well sometimes we might just need time to chill and relax, so, camwhore :)

Pool side, was at my new house :) Haha, long hair.

:) Juan & I.

Had great time with college mates in January. New year.

Hui Wen, loves :)

Li Ean, smart babe :)

New pet, Pipi. Well, long story short, she's gone ( too naughty) :/ love her.

 cousie, Alicia and I. :)

camwhore, again. :)

Ashley and I, cousie :)

Smile :D

butterfly by Charis Wong, love.

College mate Hui Zen and I :D

Brandon, lol funny face :)

Ish camwhore with my phone. :) Xinyi, Hui Wen & Sue.

Hehe Roshan's fakeeee specs.

Camwhore at watch night camp, 2010 :)

Ribena with Sydney ;p

Jenn Ming and Elisha :) On the way to Huge Camp 2010.

Muahaha ;) 

Lastly,

Mom, get well soon.

Love you.

:) :) :)

Smile?

HAHAHA. Yeah smile :)

I don't feel good today, why? I don't know why. I've been kinda stress up with coll tests and assignments which I've mentioned on the previous post. I mean... I REALLY STRESSED UP! Just had a lecture about what course am taking next year, which university am getting into and etc. Monash was the one that I really wanted to got to which will bring me to Australia on my second year of degree, but now, somehow it's not in my control already, Haih :) see how things go, I regretted I didn't do well in my assessments, if I did, I'd probably get higher ATAR and probably getting a scholarship to a better uni in Australia already if I will be able to do well in my external. Urgh, should now back on track to study, never forget to smile.

Smileeeeee.   

Tell you how was my week.

Back again, yes am gonna tell how was my week going these days. Just so I've chose my foundation year in Sunway, Australian Matriculation, currently have been really stress up coping with assessments and assignments which I've never expected it to be so a lotttt. Still, thank God the week has finally ended, it's Saturday (: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, every single day, assessments. Nah, who says it's honeymoon in college.

Its kinda a hectic week for me, it's also an awesome week though. Listen, salvation had finally brought to my mum and it was really a testimony to show how God actually works in one's life, it's amazing. It was a Tuesday, 26th of April, how amazing God is huh? I've never expected it to be so soon but I knew its gonna be really soon. God showed me everything is possible, you can never predict how God works and plans! He has His plan for each of us :) Now, let's pray for my dad for his salvation. I know it's gonna be very soon, just so you know, you wouldn't know how God works. 

Listening to daughters- John Mayer 

Pray for my dad who's having high fever now, pray for salvation and touch from God.

Pray for my mum for His healing power upon her, continue to keep her faith in God.

Pray for my family.

 Praise Him

Ciaos, loves :)

Soon

Recently, have been into facebook and twitter very frequently, and what I've came to realize is most of the pictures that "we" uploaded as profile picture are always pictures with joy, happiness, smiley faces but never a picture with sorrow, never a sadden one, even me; myself. It's simply like one who's trying to hide feelings, sorrows from the world.

Currently listening to "soon- hillsong united"

Soon and very soon
My King is coming
Robed in righteousness
And crowned with love
When I see Him, I shall be made like Him
Soon and very soon

Soon and very soon
I'll be going to the place He has prepared for me
Then my sin erased, my shame forgotten
Soon and very soon

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul with be satisfied
Soon and very soon

Soon and very soon
See the procession
The angels and the elders round the throne
At His feet I'll lay
My crowns, my worship
Soon and very soon

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul with be satisfied
Soon and very soon

Though I have not seen Him
My heart knows Him well
Jesus Christ the Lamb, the Lord of heaven

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul with be satisfied
Soon and very soon
Soon and very soon
Soon and very soon

I just gonna say, God always use different ways to comfort, to prepare us for a harder task, prepare us for the battle. My mum who is now feeling confused, insecure, really need prayers, most importantly, she needs salvation. My mum went to Singapore to get a third opinion and had confirmed that it's lung cancer. She had just did chemotherapy in Singapore and on their way back to Malaysia. I believe y'all will definitely shock by what am telling now what am encountering now. This is really a hard time for my family, a trial for each member of my family. We cry, we pray, we do everything else that we can do, try our best to do what we can and spend time with the family. Everyone faces trials, most importantly is how we encounter them, how we gonna fight the battle. I trust my God our Father, He has bring us to the world, well He surely will bring us back with Him, He has a reason for everything and all of us belong to Him. I wouldn't blame what's happening now to my family but I will put Him in the picture, in the whole structure of life. 

Soon.

Loves.

Pray.

I don't know what's on my head, what's spinning around, what's on my mind, literally. I don't know what am I supposed to do, what else I can actually do. Listening to "take all of me- hillsong united" and one of the phrases "  I love you, all of my hope is in you, Jesus Christ take my life take all of me." What am facing now is putting me in a really heavy-hearted moment, sometimes I may think why it wasn't me why not take me instead, they need salvation, they're in need, they need You; but I do not ponder, I know You will have better plans for my family and I, I always know that You will have better plans for us, why do I still weep, cry, sorrow. Had watched a movie tonight "Just go with it", it wasn't a bad show but well through this show it took me one and a half hour to think, to really think what's next, what's more to come, thinking how's mom thinking what's gonna happen next, and eyes were in tears. I was totally black out, broke down, fear, need so a lot of comforts, need someone to talk to, to encourage, to give a big huge hug. No one knows how am feeling now, but I as well wouldn't know how exactly my mom's feeling right now, burden, fear, confuse, depress, stress. I know God is eternity God is powerful God is loved God is able, therefore, I can do everything through Him who gives me strength, because all I need is You.

Let's continue to pray for my mom, let's pray for healing and salvation.

Pray for my dad, pray for peace and mercy, pray for salvation.

Pray for my brother, pray for salvation, pray for a softened heart.

Pray for both of my sisters, pray for understanding, pray that through Christ, they are strengthened.

Pray for Japan, pray for God's mercy, God is still in control.

Prayers.

loves.

Sneeze to the max :D

Again, have neglected this place. My last post I posted was in January, three months and now April :) Some even asked am I gonna stop blogging and delete it for good, but well NO. Yes, I've been going through a lot of things these months, going on hectic college days, no full-stop for tests and assignments, some things seem not too good in the family and there are just so a lot that you couldn't even imagine. 

So yeah now stories start.

Past few weeks ago "not too good" things started to come and yes it was on a Monday. On this particular Monday morning, I almost bang a car which had a sudden stop in front of me. Next, it was so jam on the way to college and I went into the motor way ( true enough it was my fault ), I've gotten a summon from the most responsible police I've seen in my life. Reached college, stepped on chewing gum at the garden. In class, got called as refugee by not finishing my classwork, cruel thing I wasn't in the class and what makes you think I know there's supposed to have classwork to finish up? Oh well, and when I was to go home, my car spoiled! I couldn't open the car door both with car key and the controller, and lastly I found out that I did not off the car lights and hooray, I ran to the workshop asked for a jump-start. When I was half-way running, *storm* and rain came down! Lastly, yes did a successful jump-start to my car and my sister drove me back from coll just in case I bang car. Laugh-out loud lah I know it was really a bad day. BUT, thank God I'm still alive. 

Second one was I had gotten sick on the second day, sneeze for Idk around 100 times? :) and fever as well, went to a doctor. Few days later, it didn't turn well and went to a doctor for a second time. One day after, asthma attack and admitted to the hospital on Saturday night at KPJ for hours and they suspected me to be H1N1 or dengue, whew thank God I wasn't after testing blood and ended up I went home. Skipped church on Sunday and I was thought that I'm already fine. Well, admitted to glen eagles on Sunday afternoon causing by asthma attack and after I did my check-ups and stuffs, the doctor found out that it wasn't an asthma attack instead, it was bronchitis and that's way my ventilate puff wasn't helping. Well being discharged on Wednesday. Gonna give a big huge hug to my friends who had surprised me in the hospital and to those who visited me when I was about to die from boredom. Hehe :)

So happening, after I got discharged from glen eagles, my mom health report was out and it wasn't a good one. For few days my mom was in the hospital doing A LOT of check-ups which I can see my mom was really in pain. To be true, my mom needs prayers, we really need prayers, she has gotten a really bad disease which my family couldn't really take it. For now, we looked fine but from the inside I know everyone's hurting. Prayers are powerful this is what I really trusted and trusting that God can do miracle, He has the ability to do everything, literally. So let's keep my mom and my family in prayers, pray for miracles to happen, pray for grace and mercy, pray for peace in my mom.

Although that many things seem not really good, hair-wire here and there, but there are still things to praise God for. You would never know how God has encouraged me these days, His prayers are truly powerful, He never fails us and this is true. He sent his people to encourage to comfort me. Thanks to my relatives to my loved one to my college mates to my church members to pastors and leaders, thanks a lot. Well, I believe that everyone has problems everyone has bad times so do I. So let's keep praising God, keep the faith.

 

Prayers are really needed.

Thanks loves! :)

 

Done. 

Year.

Yeah I don't know how, but somehow, again I've neglected this blog (: Guess some of you should be wondering how am doing in year 2011, how am doing in college, friends, studies and lots more? Last year had been a very tough year for some, but for me, I guess it had been kinda moderate filling with ups and downs. This year I know, it's gonna be a great year, a really good year! 

This year has come to be really different compared to any other years, a transformation period from high school to college, time when you have to adapt to a whole new and different place and again I've as well come to make new friends, not anymore with secondary exam syllabus but Australia's. All these have really come to make a difference in my life, but do remember I'm still who am, appearance might have change but from the inside, who knows? hehe.

And Yeah, this is for you both...

I know, you guys might feel or have already felt that we're kind of far apart since we've graduated from high school and time when I've gotten up to college. Yeah, I may have my very close friends in coll but they can never beat you both, the ever best friends that I can never forget of, best friends that I can never be more thankful of. A friend for years isn't easy, a best friend for years is even harder, but we've made this trueeeee, you see! ;) we can break the world record, a whole life warranty, em best friends! :] haha. We've gone through our friendships with lots and lotta conflicts and well hehe we did quarreled, but what matters is we're being ourselves for who we are. Anyhow, true friends are friends that never count how far we're apart but for how awesome we are, true friend will never leave :p we'll still be the same, I have my coll and you'll have yours too, but let's try to be best for everyone babe! Nonetheless, I've learned and I've come to be really thankful for having you ladies, I really mean all these! loves.

Remember? how you guys comforted me for my broken relationship and how you guys encouraged me for a whole new try for the relationship again. Y'all have always come to me when I needed advices much, everything, I thank you. Thank God that He placed you ladies into me, my life! I love :]

Another one...

a fake retard puppy, Maltese :p [ it's a fake one] but, I likey ♥ haha

Yeah, a relationship, had been into a relationship since last July. With who? For those who does not know, you'll know, not now, but soon! :) love being with him, I mean yeah really. We might not have enough time for each other, being busy for coll and stuffs, but out for meals at least. Some might as well wonder if this relationship can last if it is God's plan or stuffs, if not forever, now at least? (: Yes, this transformation period can be very tough being in a relationship, sometimes. But, these are consequences that we both will have to encounter, I guess. If it lasts, it definitely will be best, will as well try my best. :) God has His plans.

Ok, new friends...

Oh yeah, have made new friends! ;) well they're definite fun, had made more friends than I've expected. And haha, we did kindaaaa photo shooting together for approximately 15 minutes by Sue, professional photographer o.o shocked off when I heard that she has been taking wedding pictures and lots more photo shootings! Inspiring hehe, yeah have met a photographer! yahoo :p lol now having the urge to do a photo shooting oh gosh haha. Well, will try! :)

College & Studies...

Nah, ignore whatever it pictured "Ausmat we are..." Just wanna tell ya I'm currently taking Australian Matriculation Programme at Sunway University. For now, it's fun kinda like econ haha! for now only, lol. But, account is killing me! I was like nuts while having class :( the lecturer assumed that all of us learned account in secondary, but some of us just NOOOOOOO... debit credit liability assets oh man still trying my best to catch up on the sub. Hehe and I loveeeee Math, Math is way interesting mmm :) Eald a.k.a english and Psychology still pending with the classes, lecturers will be absent for 2 to 3 weeks till CNY. So yeah, Ausmat :D That's overall I think.

Yeah I'm done.

Bye-bye. Haha more to come, hopefully.

♥  

Happy 2011 :D

Well, heeee (: this is first post of the year 2011 and am here wishing you people a very pleasant and awesome new year, it's a lil late to wish though. It's already 5th of January 2011! OMG, time really flies. Year of 2010 had been really a blessing for some people and a super tough year for some too, so do I. 2010 had been a really tough year for me yet received a lot of blessings from God. In a way, God has strengthened me throughout the year ((:

Not to mention what kinda problems we had in 2010 but let us rejoice the coming of 2011!
Had been pretty busy in the past December, a super busy month every year for most of the church-ers yet we enjoy the most, I guess.

December;

• Final exam ( I've done my finals! )
• HUGE Camp ( It was awesomeeeee! God is awesome! )
• Caroling ( Well, we had fun! )
• Visitation to the orphanages and UH ( A little of love and care :) )
• Christmas shopping ♥ ( last minute shopping OMG but I love :p )
• Family dinners ( Good food and fellowships! )
• Church dinner ( The food was niceeeee )
• Christmas celebration, church service ( The hand-mime thingy was the best! ) 
• Christmas Party at Un. Ronnie's house ( Oh presents HAHAHA )
• Salon ( I cut my hair SHORT! )
• Driving test ( I passed my driving test! I can drive now ngek ngek :D )  
• New Year shopping w/ family ( I want more clothes! Grrr )
• Watch Night Camp ( Port Dickson, cam whores food fellowships and GOD! Had fun with the youth and young adults, etc. captain ball ) 
• Salon with mum, dad, sis ( there were four of us at the salon doing the same thing! We dyed our hair OMG Oh ya one more, my dog was in pet's salon, too! Hahaha )

 THIS IS MY DECEMBER & NOWWWWW...
comes my January! (:

Aw, gonna start college on the 10th, must have fun before classes start!

CYA Peeps ♥/ (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2011!

Merry Christmas

Oh Yeah It's Christmas! Why am still here blogging? Ugh I've no idea :) I should have gone out there celebrating instead? 

Merry Christmas! Just came back from an awesome Christmas service, and yeah it was really awesome! What makes it more interesting was the handmime performance which was inspiring! (: Others like dance and drama kids were there too, and I guess overall it was just nice! 

Jesus was born on the 25th Dec, and this was how Christmas comes!

Still then, gotta wish the stupidoos babe MEI KUEI GOH a Merry Chirstmas and Happy Birthday! I know your proud to be born on the 25th! loves.

:) Merry Christmas everyone! Aw, going to driving lesson very soon at 3pm! Feel kind of awkward weird to have driving lesson on Chirstmas, but oh well, let's do it! 

Seeeeeee ya have fun people! Ok, sounds random but anyway! hehe.

Bust Your Windows

The song which I like the most from Step Up 3D! (: love love loves!

Hello Kitty.

You could see this is Watson! Adorableeeeee :D meow.
*hint* Christmas' coming ha ha ha.

I'm NEW :D

had mentioned about doing a hair cut or some sorts bout hair trimming, hair dying and blahs :) 

so yea went for a hairdo last Thursday, still left one last paper on coming Tuesday tho. I was extremely scared of cutting it short and ponder so badly for about half an hour at the salon and ha ha don't laugh I was pretty scared it doesn't suit me and stuffs he-he. I spent 100+ bucks for cutting, washing and hair cream, my pocket bleed okay. Still, ugh let's do it, and I did! (:

Let's make a difference after the bloody exams! CHANGE! He-he.

this is a picture of em BEFORE

looks familiar right... me lah :p 

"Oh hair, you gonna miss me."

thinking: "cut or not to cut?"

sigh, still thinking, doink CUT lah! (: ha ha.

Oh goodbye hair :p 

wash cut trim and everything had been spending me a two hours for it, yawn :]

tadaa! see ya pictures! (: he he.

I look younger! XD

camwhores (:

whorggh! :D

So yea, this is it! (: 

a before, and AFTER (: 

shhhhh, no one knows yet :p  

Freeeeedom! ;)

CELEBRATEEEEEE! :D

celebrate celebrate celebrate celebrate celebrate!

celebrate celebrate celebrate celebrate!

HAHAHAHAH, REJOICE! 

what makes me celebrate? :) well not much, just em I'm graduated from high school and final exams finally coming to an end! had been striving hard for the past few months and yea, tomorrow is my second last sub HOORAY! yahaha! :D Gonna go for Australian Matriculation next year, urgh study seems never an end, well what parents always will do, saying "good for you" -.- blahs.

what I did & what I gonna do?

did nothing much la, studied from Monday to Friday and Saturday to Sunday which is em everyday la :)

had a party last Friday for Un.Ron who had finally graduated from em Idk what kinda from BCM & Juan's birthday (: loves.

So what's now? those decembers.

Heeee :) Happy Belated Birthday to Juan <3

Happy Belated Birthday to Elaine, cousieee :)

Happy Birthday to Sister who's staying in NZ! *envy* haha.

Happy Coming Birthday to Aunty Caroline (: 

Happy Coming Birthday to Jm!

well, gonna have lots of fun after finals! Gonna go for a hairdo which I've been asking to do for so long, color my hair? cut it short? or em which ever that seems good on me la :) and ya how about pedicure? heee. 

dream hard from getting more money~ :D

Gonna go HUGE CAMP on the 15th to 16th with Syd and Jm, drive up to Gambang! xx lots of fun!

Caroling with the YA on the 18th and Idk when, which is another fun one! :)

and and, shop till I drop with the people <3 urggh more to come k.
Oh before I forget! Gonna take my driving test soooon, *pray hard* 

Random, but gonna enjoy real lots before college starts! (: haha

Chill, CYA.