Those times, I had it all back in memory. 

 :) ♥

New Zealand!

Hi, so yeah, I'm in New Zealand, Auckland. Sounds exciting ei? I've always think that studying abroad is one of the best life experiences, I mean, yes it is. For those who had been asking me what am up to, okay this is for you :)

I had not yet believed that I've already started living all alone in the other side of the world, I've not accepted the fact that I've left for Auckland, for studies. Thinking of studying abroad, I have to say, what I've wished for has come true. When I was young, always had a dream of being not dependent on parents, study overseas and try to make a living. See, it came true. At this moment, if someone question me whether I'd go home if I'm permitted to or if I'm able to, I'd say... Yes, I want to, I will. Realizing that living alone ain't easy, always taking the responsibilities wherever you are wherever you go, now finally came to realize that my parents are awesome giving us the living, all the spending, all the tough earnings. Even now, still. That I've the guilt in me of spending for shopping for something that isn't necessary unless that I earn the cash on my own.

How's Auckland? Even without saying that for sure it's a nice place to stay for long run. Nice weather, pretty sceneries, wonderful place to stay. Personally, for my age, I wouldn't care how nice the weather is, how pretty the sceneries are, how awesome to stay for, what I needed most are, just family and friends. Thank God for having my sister staying in the same state, at least someone close to my heart :) My first week was when I had a culture shock of this place and have been yelling at the four walls in my room blaming myself for coming to Auckland. People here they have different lifestyles and that I would say, they are certainly different from us. Cheap beer, cold weather. What would that happen then? This happens everyday, oh dear. Not just that, so many more that I've lost count :/ Used to Skype and complain to loved ones, ugh I should just stop and try having it to myself. Time to grow up, trying to adapt.

I also thank God for Him who hears my prayers EVERY SINGLE TIME I pray, gave me a lil taste of home, not to be racist or whatever stereotype you called that, but I felt so much more comfortable getting along with asians. Met number of them and having a connection, the cosiness. They made me started getting used to living here. Second, I've started going church and cell group which I'm gonna stay with it for good. Had a great time with them and yeah they are good :) Thank you, Lord!

What am up to coping up with uni? Aw, have 4 papers to conquer for a few months, try to cope up as fast as I can though :) Everything's not bad after all.

Good day good day, still! Had some terrible experiences of having people stealing your groceries, having people to puke on you when they're drunk, having people to borrow money from you and not giving back, having people to use you as much as they could, having people to take your stuffs without having the manners to ask for permission. Yeah that they were bad times, but I'm looking forward to having real good times after all these. Always come a rainbow after a storm. So woo! :) I still thank God for all these experiences, teaching me how to survive in the battle, taking the lesson of being someone better, smarter, and not being bullied by the others hehe (:

Yeah I miss Malaysia, I miss y'all! :)

For you, you, you.

Read the post & I couldn't describe the feelings inside. That could be sour, treasured, aching. For the memories that have left to keep it in yet, going off for something better. But, now that I've been encouraged to be strong, hold on to what only makes me stronger, have faith that He found me the right path, I need to go. I know 3 years could be long, but it could be gone in a split of seconds. I'm leaving for a better place, but I'll see y'all soon! ;) So nothing comes so sorrowful. I'm gonna miss you & you're gonna miss me :3 fair and square. Y'all will be on top of my mind & bottom of my heart. That would be tough leaving all alone at first, but I'll see y'all on Skype, I'll get back on my feet soon after that. The superb technology, we won't die, we see each other still :)

Friends come & go, but real friend stays the same. Laugh w/ you when you need one, cry w/ you when you weep, hug you when you feel distress, tell you off when life goes wrong, smack you when you go insane, love you wherever, we go :) 

p/s: Don't make me cry on the day itself, that would be expensive to buy me tissue @ the airport. We go green (: Heh.

Dear,

Your heart's aching, your smile froze, your tears are dripping. #thisislife. Stop the rain, so storms will go & rainbow will show its beauty.

You know I'm telling you this. 

Beloved.

The lovers.

That was a day to remember. Because I've found love. No hurts, no pain. But something that aches your heart was that, you're gonna go. #Appreciate what you've left to encounter, appreciate every moment like there's no tomorrow, because, every second is already a gift from Him, our God. No tears, no sorrows. 

Thanks for the memories, dear. He has placed you in my life, bringing the blessings of love. 

The closests until the end of our lives. No boundaries, this is love. We have found ourselves after we met.

It's a blessing to have you. That came a love story, that color the rest of my life.

The ones that helped me through my very phase of life, the ones to have fun with & no regrets. I'm so thankful. 

We had have each other, we fight against time. Limited time together didn't stop us being together. They sprinkles the fun in the picture of my life.

We eat, we talk, we grew together physically, spiritually. (: God brought them here so we could grow together in the family of Christ.

The crazies that I'll be missing of. They are naturally grown fun, the sleepless memories with them was indeed putting a smile on my face (:

The blessing of life. We worship, we serve, the only reason is & always is, our God.

Picture is blur, mind is clear. Heart to heart, never gonna change.

A girl that God has just brought into my life, we share our thoughts our hearts. A blessing that can count on. I'm blessed, so much of love.

 She provides thoughts, hugs, prayers. She is another one that has placed to guide me through my walk in Christ. We have each other.

My childhood, my friends. Thank you :)

And most importantly, I have them. The givers, the providers, the lovers. My family. ♥

Thank God for them ♥

♥♥♥

Wrote something of what I truly feel & pressed the backspace button; deleted.

yours truly.

New year, new life.

2012 yes it's 2012, 2011

2011 was a tough year that filled with lots of blessings, a year that God made so many changes in my family, a year that I've gone through storms and rainbows with my loved ones, my family. Indeed, it was a wonderful year watching your loved ones became the members of our family in Christ. It was so tough at first started with sorrows, tears, but ending it with a smile, tears of joy is always a wonderful ending. Thank God for everything that had happened to me in the year of 2011 :)

Caroling + Christmas with the loved ones.

Busy preparing for sister's wedding.

Congratulations to my sister Mimi + Chia Er my brother-in-law for their marriage on the 26.12.11 boxing day.

Awesome + wonderful camp HUGE that have reminded us of Him, encountering Him, Him being the center of everything. 26-29.12.11

The joyous moment spending a great time with my loved ones + friends counting down for the new year 2012 at the Watchnight Camp 30.12.11-01.01.12

Now, 2012 is another new beginning for both me and you, everyone who's here in this earth (: Some say that it's the end of the world, some say that it's a new beginning, some say that it's gonna be an interesting year ahead and some say that they will never want this year to begin. Well, I'm excited about it! 

Singapore trip with the family tomorrow! Starting the new year with family, it's gonna be great! ;)

Well, I'm looking forward to starting my degree in New Zealand, Auckland, trusting that God has His great plan for me. Enjoy the moments buying new clothes, winter coats, preparing myself to study abroad. I, thank God :) Gonna really miss all loved ones that stay here. Physically prepared, not emotionally prepared yet. Whew, looking forward to all the gatherings that gonna come before I leave.

Gonna buy so many things wee. :) 

considering in buying an IPhone though. ARGH expensive.

Bags for uni

Laptop for uni

Necessaries for uni

Limited time :/

Ciaosss! :) <3

The disease.

Well, feeling randomly random and my friend had given me a site to spend my time on and I found that very effective, the 9gag.com is seriously making me feel insane hahaha. A very interesting site in helping one to release stress :p There was once I got myself reading the site instead of studying while during my finals. Well, when we just don't feel like getting out from home and being quite lifeless at home, this is what we can do, 9gag yourself at home! :) 

Funny one, my friend just created a MayEe's disease picture, damn funny. What's Mayee's disease? Ahem ;) Well let me explain, it's a disease that invented by my friend Mayee of being sarcastic to your friend. By giving an example, a guy asked: Will you marry me? then the girl said: No no no, I don't wanna marry you one, I don't love you one. But in the heart says OH YESSSSSS! I wanna marry you, I love you so much, can't wait to wear on the wedding gown. So yeah this is the Mayee's disease ;P

I like this picture much! ;)

Hah. Chaos.

A night to remember (:

A night to remember.

Finally, exams came to an end and had officially graduated from Australian Matriculation. Yes, we had put all efforts in the past ten months and I'm sure we studied more this year than any other year heh. 17.11.11 is a day to remember as we finished our last paper, Psychology and had our Ausmat Night on that day itself, it was indeed a hectic day! :) 

After Psychology, craved for sushizanmai, had lunch with Juan. After lunch, went to salon @ Kota Kemuning with the girls, Huiwen Charis Ritz Yeeping, and make up at Charis's house :) And I've no idea how we spent our time at Charis's house, we were late for the night for one and a half hour late :P 

Yeah, here are the pictures (:

 Kah Sim and I :)

Cindy, Sally, Me, Diane. My both ex high school mates Sally and Diane :]

 The girls :) haha and the one wearing white on the left was the waitress, she was happy taking picture with us :D Everyone was pretty that day!

 May Ee and I :3

 Wow the boys dressed up too, ben and I.

 Xinyi with me X3

 Lovely bro and sis :P Jia Jin & Charis.

 Jared's red hair, he had all attention haha. (: 

 The Sherm de Shermun. (:

 This is the Jian Arn's look.

 Was bored posing the same pose and he invented some special ones, eg., fish package dance package and etc. Random much! This is Kenneth.

 My goodness, I really want a Polaroid! ;3

 Yay :3

Part of the girls and guys! :)

Yeah, these are the overalls. Still waiting all the uploads from friends! (:

Chaos.

My dressing day (:

was looking for dresses for my last prom before graduating, trying to get myself a long dress. I've just bought one of the dresses but I didn't take any picture of it yet until the prom, and you'll see (: 

I'm really looking forward to being with all my college mates that night after our finals, gonna get some fun out of it. It's gonna be missed! There was a time when we were all complaining ugh there are so many months more to suffer until we graduate and there, now it ends, time passes so much faster. I'm gonna miss you, you, you, you and etc, so many of you :o 

Dressing day is gonna be fun, after psychology exam, ;] fun, gonna get a manicure, dress up, make up, salon. So many things to do with you girls! (: Will update after everything's done. Chaos.

Dresses!

Stay strong, whatever happened, it surely hurts, we wouldn't know how much it may hurt, but for everything that happens, it happens for a reason, it teaches us a lesson.

Aye.

Aye. Er hah :) Since I've promised to update my blog today, gonna write a short one! Have been doing a lot of shopping on clothing and touring for food, but still, hehe I'm craving.

-Tiramisu

- Sushi

-Shoes/ Flats/ Sandals 

- Sling bag/ Handbag 

- Golden watch

- Oh yeah, and glam tag! should visit this to see what exactly is that www.glamtags.blogspot.com

Alright! Chaos.