Tell you how was my week.

Back again, yes am gonna tell how was my week going these days. Just so I've chose my foundation year in Sunway, Australian Matriculation, currently have been really stress up coping with assessments and assignments which I've never expected it to be so a lotttt. Still, thank God the week has finally ended, it's Saturday (: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, every single day, assessments. Nah, who says it's honeymoon in college.

Its kinda a hectic week for me, it's also an awesome week though. Listen, salvation had finally brought to my mum and it was really a testimony to show how God actually works in one's life, it's amazing. It was a Tuesday, 26th of April, how amazing God is huh? I've never expected it to be so soon but I knew its gonna be really soon. God showed me everything is possible, you can never predict how God works and plans! He has His plan for each of us :) Now, let's pray for my dad for his salvation. I know it's gonna be very soon, just so you know, you wouldn't know how God works. 

Listening to daughters- John Mayer 

Pray for my dad who's having high fever now, pray for salvation and touch from God.

Pray for my mum for His healing power upon her, continue to keep her faith in God.

Pray for my family.

 Praise Him

Ciaos, loves :)

Soon

Recently, have been into facebook and twitter very frequently, and what I've came to realize is most of the pictures that "we" uploaded as profile picture are always pictures with joy, happiness, smiley faces but never a picture with sorrow, never a sadden one, even me; myself. It's simply like one who's trying to hide feelings, sorrows from the world.

Currently listening to "soon- hillsong united"

Soon and very soon
My King is coming
Robed in righteousness
And crowned with love
When I see Him, I shall be made like Him
Soon and very soon

Soon and very soon
I'll be going to the place He has prepared for me
Then my sin erased, my shame forgotten
Soon and very soon

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul with be satisfied
Soon and very soon

Soon and very soon
See the procession
The angels and the elders round the throne
At His feet I'll lay
My crowns, my worship
Soon and very soon

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul with be satisfied
Soon and very soon

Though I have not seen Him
My heart knows Him well
Jesus Christ the Lamb, the Lord of heaven

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul with be satisfied
Soon and very soon
Soon and very soon
Soon and very soon

I just gonna say, God always use different ways to comfort, to prepare us for a harder task, prepare us for the battle. My mum who is now feeling confused, insecure, really need prayers, most importantly, she needs salvation. My mum went to Singapore to get a third opinion and had confirmed that it's lung cancer. She had just did chemotherapy in Singapore and on their way back to Malaysia. I believe y'all will definitely shock by what am telling now what am encountering now. This is really a hard time for my family, a trial for each member of my family. We cry, we pray, we do everything else that we can do, try our best to do what we can and spend time with the family. Everyone faces trials, most importantly is how we encounter them, how we gonna fight the battle. I trust my God our Father, He has bring us to the world, well He surely will bring us back with Him, He has a reason for everything and all of us belong to Him. I wouldn't blame what's happening now to my family but I will put Him in the picture, in the whole structure of life. 

Soon.

Loves.

Pray.

I don't know what's on my head, what's spinning around, what's on my mind, literally. I don't know what am I supposed to do, what else I can actually do. Listening to "take all of me- hillsong united" and one of the phrases "  I love you, all of my hope is in you, Jesus Christ take my life take all of me." What am facing now is putting me in a really heavy-hearted moment, sometimes I may think why it wasn't me why not take me instead, they need salvation, they're in need, they need You; but I do not ponder, I know You will have better plans for my family and I, I always know that You will have better plans for us, why do I still weep, cry, sorrow. Had watched a movie tonight "Just go with it", it wasn't a bad show but well through this show it took me one and a half hour to think, to really think what's next, what's more to come, thinking how's mom thinking what's gonna happen next, and eyes were in tears. I was totally black out, broke down, fear, need so a lot of comforts, need someone to talk to, to encourage, to give a big huge hug. No one knows how am feeling now, but I as well wouldn't know how exactly my mom's feeling right now, burden, fear, confuse, depress, stress. I know God is eternity God is powerful God is loved God is able, therefore, I can do everything through Him who gives me strength, because all I need is You.

Let's continue to pray for my mom, let's pray for healing and salvation.

Pray for my dad, pray for peace and mercy, pray for salvation.

Pray for my brother, pray for salvation, pray for a softened heart.

Pray for both of my sisters, pray for understanding, pray that through Christ, they are strengthened.

Pray for Japan, pray for God's mercy, God is still in control.

Prayers.

loves.

Sneeze to the max :D

Again, have neglected this place. My last post I posted was in January, three months and now April :) Some even asked am I gonna stop blogging and delete it for good, but well NO. Yes, I've been going through a lot of things these months, going on hectic college days, no full-stop for tests and assignments, some things seem not too good in the family and there are just so a lot that you couldn't even imagine. 

So yeah now stories start.

Past few weeks ago "not too good" things started to come and yes it was on a Monday. On this particular Monday morning, I almost bang a car which had a sudden stop in front of me. Next, it was so jam on the way to college and I went into the motor way ( true enough it was my fault ), I've gotten a summon from the most responsible police I've seen in my life. Reached college, stepped on chewing gum at the garden. In class, got called as refugee by not finishing my classwork, cruel thing I wasn't in the class and what makes you think I know there's supposed to have classwork to finish up? Oh well, and when I was to go home, my car spoiled! I couldn't open the car door both with car key and the controller, and lastly I found out that I did not off the car lights and hooray, I ran to the workshop asked for a jump-start. When I was half-way running, *storm* and rain came down! Lastly, yes did a successful jump-start to my car and my sister drove me back from coll just in case I bang car. Laugh-out loud lah I know it was really a bad day. BUT, thank God I'm still alive. 

Second one was I had gotten sick on the second day, sneeze for Idk around 100 times? :) and fever as well, went to a doctor. Few days later, it didn't turn well and went to a doctor for a second time. One day after, asthma attack and admitted to the hospital on Saturday night at KPJ for hours and they suspected me to be H1N1 or dengue, whew thank God I wasn't after testing blood and ended up I went home. Skipped church on Sunday and I was thought that I'm already fine. Well, admitted to glen eagles on Sunday afternoon causing by asthma attack and after I did my check-ups and stuffs, the doctor found out that it wasn't an asthma attack instead, it was bronchitis and that's way my ventilate puff wasn't helping. Well being discharged on Wednesday. Gonna give a big huge hug to my friends who had surprised me in the hospital and to those who visited me when I was about to die from boredom. Hehe :)

So happening, after I got discharged from glen eagles, my mom health report was out and it wasn't a good one. For few days my mom was in the hospital doing A LOT of check-ups which I can see my mom was really in pain. To be true, my mom needs prayers, we really need prayers, she has gotten a really bad disease which my family couldn't really take it. For now, we looked fine but from the inside I know everyone's hurting. Prayers are powerful this is what I really trusted and trusting that God can do miracle, He has the ability to do everything, literally. So let's keep my mom and my family in prayers, pray for miracles to happen, pray for grace and mercy, pray for peace in my mom.

Although that many things seem not really good, hair-wire here and there, but there are still things to praise God for. You would never know how God has encouraged me these days, His prayers are truly powerful, He never fails us and this is true. He sent his people to encourage to comfort me. Thanks to my relatives to my loved one to my college mates to my church members to pastors and leaders, thanks a lot. Well, I believe that everyone has problems everyone has bad times so do I. So let's keep praising God, keep the faith.

 

Prayers are really needed.

Thanks loves! :)

 

Done.