sigh since last Sunday i have been stop posting and was quite busy with many stuff. and sorry just felt lazy also to take out my effort to write post. :( These days are so different, and got to face many problems and money crisis for now :D not sure why but now just lack of money even my every meal. arghh! What to say, sometimes i really dont understand why my CF teacher could be so weird. We supposed to have a CF meeting and fellowship on last Thursday, but ended up it has canceled. Why? That's cause of our CF teacher last minute asked us to canceled it with [i could say is no reason]. We went and met with her the next day and asked for reasons, but what she said was..we must follow the school's laws and not to simply have a CF meeting at any of the class that would be disturbing other classes which having lessons. Oh man! What's that?! Okay, maybe she's right. But what should i say is our school supported to have this nicely CF meeting and..we have our CF at a place where actually there's no classes in progress that time! She wants us to stop having this CF meeting and our morning devotion too! How can our spiritual growth carry on? not growing by being a baby christian? She wants simple and even she didnt let us to have our bible quiz that time, but luckily there was a teacher helping us to have this quiz and we got our cert then! She's like keep following the law of [dontknow whose law is that]. we follow the law but also the promise of God. God's followers aren't we? However, hopefully can solve it this coming week and carry on our CF thingyy...by the best BAH~

what p.Leslie preached today that's so right. What could I say, nowadays most of the young people make every decision by 'feelings'. [maybe I'm too x( but not the God's parts LA!] .I'm not talking of anyone but just felt that some of us are not putting church stuff and God as priority. Yesterday we had a youth meeting and what i know is we have disappointed our youth pastor! the number of people coming aint that great. Just had a random thinking that of feeling guilty. Going to church is a fellowship with God and it pull me nearer to God.[ for me LA! ] And the most important one is.. it strengthens my faith in Him! We arent going to church by feelings but by faith isnt it? 0.0 Feelings like : she/he going thats why im going too, but FAITH like : one heart with God? like united as one with Him? Okay, not sure why am writing this post so different but thats what im thinking in my mind right now and that's true : reading bible helps me alot! :)

Greater Him; Lesser us <> United as one, the great God!

God Bless!~ x)

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in Him shall perish but have eternal life" John 3: 16