sigh since last Sunday i have been stop posting and was quite busy with many stuff. and sorry just felt lazy also to take out my effort to write post. :( These days are so different, and got to face many problems and money crisis for now :D not sure why but now just lack of money even my every meal. arghh! What to say, sometimes i really dont understand why my CF teacher could be so weird. We supposed to have a CF meeting and fellowship on last Thursday, but ended up it has canceled. Why? That's cause of our CF teacher last minute asked us to canceled it with [i could say is no reason]. We went and met with her the next day and asked for reasons, but what she said was..we must follow the school's laws and not to simply have a CF meeting at any of the class that would be disturbing other classes which having lessons. Oh man! What's that?! Okay, maybe she's right. But what should i say is our school supported to have this nicely CF meeting and..we have our CF at a place where actually there's no classes in progress that time! She wants us to stop having this CF meeting and our morning devotion too! How can our spiritual growth carry on? not growing by being a baby christian? She wants simple and even she didnt let us to have our bible quiz that time, but luckily there was a teacher helping us to have this quiz and we got our cert then! She's like keep following the law of [dontknow whose law is that]. we follow the law but also the promise of God. God's followers aren't we? However, hopefully can solve it this coming week and carry on our CF thingyy...by the best BAH~

what p.Leslie preached today that's so right. What could I say, nowadays most of the young people make every decision by 'feelings'. [maybe I'm too x( but not the God's parts LA!] .I'm not talking of anyone but just felt that some of us are not putting church stuff and God as priority. Yesterday we had a youth meeting and what i know is we have disappointed our youth pastor! the number of people coming aint that great. Just had a random thinking that of feeling guilty. Going to church is a fellowship with God and it pull me nearer to God.[ for me LA! ] And the most important one is.. it strengthens my faith in Him! We arent going to church by feelings but by faith isnt it? 0.0 Feelings like : she/he going thats why im going too, but FAITH like : one heart with God? like united as one with Him? Okay, not sure why am writing this post so different but thats what im thinking in my mind right now and that's true : reading bible helps me alot! :)

Greater Him; Lesser us <> United as one, the great God!

God Bless!~ x)

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in Him shall perish but have eternal life" John 3: 16

Happy Father's day

[] Happy Father's Day []a picture taken by my cousin

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! ;D

oh yes, today is the day which all fathers day that they are always the role model of each and everyone of us here in our families! Being a dad isn't easy because they're the one who take care of us! May God bless every father and the spiritual growth of them and their children.

Bible says that the role of the husband and father was not viewed as a nurturing role but merely as a functional one in the ancient Greek society.Many young men today have been raised in families where fathers have neglected their responsibilities to their wives and children.Husbands and fathers who are good examples of Christian living are important role models for young men who need to see how its done.Paul urges Titus to be a good example to those around him and counsels Titus to be above critisim in the book of Titus.
Fathers nowadays are much important when teaching and confronting others about spiritual or moral issues.



Thank God of having such a good father and there's to praise Him!
Amen! :)


PS : I LOVE YOU DAD! ;)


Happy Father's Day once again to fathers! xD Have a great day guys.
appreciate what you have.

.S T R E S S . F R E E.

okayss hey buddies``have no time to surf net - check mails and so, maybe just few minutes and couldn't got my time to update my blog too. apologize here with flowers =D

sigh that this week isn't a good week for me, and was stressing up with many stuff. And what can i say is things didn't make out like what i expected and planned to. :( my test's results aren't that good and this knocked me out! next, honestly i never got to stay in class for 'fulltime' that things just keep me going. Nevertheless, i couldn't understand why am so weak these days that im sicked. Ahh.. im frustrating with many things and i really hope to have a "happy go lucky" lifestyle! :) Sorry for am throwing out my sorrows here.

oh God.you know my way! prayers are needed!
God bless! Take care guyss ;D

have been going to music practice nowadays and was quite fun there. at least not so stress. :)) and there's too bad i never took the pictures of our band. this is also apart of them which all guitarish laA.hmm.... these ppl are learning their guitar from nigel ho and was quite serious that time =D

xian min. learning.. buddies :D

err....this actually not very sure...but of course he's part of us. sry..i dontknow his name..heh heh.

this is the one who super Zat-ing wan..for me la =)) ssj.

Our leader..nigel ho song guang`` the guy whom lead all the way in our band.

after music practice, we went for mamak had some drinks..just few of us, too bad most of them went back early.

This is part of my yesterday la..but now most of the time spending with them. my buddies! cause of those performance and so. sometimes quite stress with all stuff mix up together. dontknow why am writing this post, but just a small part of my life..thats it.. and yes, some of them are my CF's frens too :))

the last picture!! xDD

God bless`!

okays``went to ipoh had aday trip with my families and was so nice =) appreciate it alot! we went there to have a visit to my grandpa cemetery too. We went to Bidor and have a nice meal there before we went to cemetery` unfortunately~ My dad forgot to bring the flower along when we go out in the early morning. So, have to buy it again.

we went Bidor and bought it. and its quite cheap compare to what we bought in KL. This is only RM 20++, the flower we leave at home is RM 50. ><
After the visiting. we went to err..."Taman rekreasi air panas" [Hot springs]. woo``actually nothing much there, but ppl.

Given myself a few seconds to camwhore xD

was quite relax and enjoy there. There's like a garden and got plenty of ppl picnic there. Its so nice to have a trip like this. But the bad part is...the whether there seems to be so hot! D;

the guy is a professional of boiling eggs if im not mistaken =D he helps us to boil the eggs in the hotsprings. Oh my Goshh, how hot was the water.?!
HOT SPRING TIME!! =)

They're my parents. can see that my dad cant tahan the water loR! so hot man. :)

That's my brother and my cousin. Look like couple isnt it? who knows? maybe they're ? xD joking. but thet're extremely close then.

isnt this alittle like families introducing? thats my uncle and auntie sitting on the right with their child. =) and my both cousins was sitting on the left. They were sweating like mad!

The shocking part.After our hotspring i checked whats the temperature the water is..and it is.....whoosh 42-50 degree.

we were actually dontknow there's another hotspring which much lower temperature. and we straight away went for the 42-50 degree wan. aww D: siao hot la!

okayss~ after the hotspring..there's the other wan, which with the stones``chiaos! was so pain.. But luckily our looks seems to be so easy and relax..wa-ha-ha =D

LEAVES :))

eerr...not sure what's this. but i took it on the tree...was kinda like kind of fruits? hmm? donno donno :DD

FLOWERSS

my sister`` nice and pretty?
that's the time we gotta leave. nice one :D

that's the ticket for the hotspings wan? hm....yeap it is.

okayss. thats me! =)) finally i got time to spend with my camera and phones. my sista took this for me. and of course i took for her as well ..:P

my sistaa!!! okays..she looks nice in this picture :D

and actually after that, we took some pictures in the car with funny looks. This is the normal wan...

This is the close eyes part. "sampat" as what my fren told me :D admit it..we are!

ha-ha..i dontknow what should i call this as. suggestion?! the open mouths part?ha-ha. shocking part.

aikss...too bad my eyes didnt close at the same time with my sis. my sis acting is better than me =D....what is this call again? that's the journey of our whole trip..

And wanna thank God for the savety journey. :)) we have fun there. appreciate this alot...

nice trip and nice families that God given me.

Blessing!

whoosh~ just came back from my school's camp..was tiring man`` D;

what I've been doing was just meant to torture me...eek! okayss..praise God the camp isn't that bad, but not really good also lA! where should I start from mm?

what I've expected was : the camp could be really fun & enjoyable??

: it won't be torturing me from stuffs maybe??

: the camp which staying in the resorts and so on?? not so creepy??

what it came out then? was so tiring that I wasn't sleep well there. There's really came out with this > CAMP! something like kampung mm...and doesn't have aircon and not even fan..this I expected la. buttt...it takes time to get use to it...was quite fun but was super hot also. FIRST DAY, what I can conclude is the rules are quite strict that the diciplines and so was good all the way...wasn't use to it then, that we had no personal bathroom and the water wasn't clean. a river which just bathe together then. aww...shoot. and the meals >< ++ when raining, our room's tilam wet``[luckily not mine] but also felt so frustrated with the things there. we had no free time, no resting, not even got the time to bathe on the SECOND DAY lols`` ended up I just take a simply washing up with my legs and hands...lmao``tak tahan! we cooked ourselves that day's dinner,chicken in the bamboo stick?. dontknow what it called but at least it fulfilled me, it was tasteless though...

came back without emptiness but knowledge`` God's protection was with me in this whole journey! ``I can feel YOU FATHER`!

Praise HIM ;D ~

OH YA``im aimless now` got nothing to do throughout this holiday d. besides CF meeting, MP meeting and photography duties. IF planning to go anywhere, please contact me yea :D especially photoshooting`` waiting for it!

KRIS ALLEN!!OH MY GOSH! ;D KRIS THE AMERICAN IDOL!! COOL.. KRIS ALLEN! AHHH....WATCH IT AGAIN & AGAIN!HE'S SO CUTEEEE LOL``ADAM! ROCKS..HE GOES WITH HIS OWN STYLE!HAIR STYLE, EYES, AND HOW HE WEARS AND HE'S ROCKS!BUT BUT KRIS ALLEN NICER ! ;D BOTH HANDSOMES.!

[] s . m . i . l . e []

put a smile on your face ``:)

goin' through test exam test & exam. still gotta have 9 more papers next week. tough weeks!!and ciaos! gotta have fun after this. ;D but was like frustrated throughout this week, especially HISTORY! was struggling with this sub cause wasn't prepared yet. i failed to wake up yesterday which i supposed to wake up at 3am to have a quick study on hist. and luckily, God made a way for me and i got to answered all the essays questions!!:) BUT...of course not excellent and maybe just pass? 0.o whatever`

-9 more papers, 4 more days to go.

__HAVE FUN__ xD S.M.I.L.E

[] nice ?? ;) finally manage to take some pictures when i was bored []

phoo ;D i wasnt here to blog this few days due to some reason, and was having some stuff to do with my studies and so on~
wasnt got my mom a mother's day present and treated her a dinner last saturday when my brother and sister weren't there xD oh well, i paid and was paying them the things they bought that day... aww, but that's worth it. ( cause i just treated her at PIZZAHUT`! ahha )

and yeap~U.Ron and A.Carol were finally came back from Scottland! welcome back ;D they went there for about 2 weeks and what i heard from them were the scenery are pretty nice, but the things there are quite exp. argh~ they bought us sovenir.. thanks thanks.

besides, something happened last evening and it was not that good. My grandma took too much of medicine and was sent to clinic yesterday. And she was so blur and dizzy last evening when i first saw her :( and luckily she looks better this morning. phew~however, thats nothing i can do. But just keep praying that God healing hands could just let her feels better. hmm :)

God bless~
ps: pray that my grandma could really get better yeap.

was frustrating with her studies & tough life`

it takes time to recover``

however, Lord watches over her, and no one could harm her.

she loves God. :)

in nature,

we appreciate things AFTER we lose it``

we try to reflect back the sweet one.

but that's too late sometimes and it cant get back all over again just as before.

and it wouldnt last``♥

lasting ♥

was busy doing many stuffs this few weeks. And alittle stressing up with my studies. Its hard for me to multi-doing stuffs like exams and performance or competition pop up together, participate in many things sometimes it just stressing me up totally. x(

was praying and asking for wisdom and courage. I've felt better after these prayers and trying to settle on with every single thing which i've halfway done.

was having a trip with family last week and was great. yesterday was friday and as usual I went to cg as well..what I've learned? : PRAYERS!
question >> " what impresses you the most about the widow's persistance? can you share about a time when you persisted in prayer? "
that's the discussion question. non of us share about it but with these answers " dontknow", " donthave", "not sure, i dont think so" besides cg leader. I was wondering do or did i have a time when i persist in prayer? x( i had. I was keep praying for my parents who have not accepted Jesus in their life. BUT! now? I have stopped with no reason.Am kind of selfish?

I was like shocking of myself. His love that's eternal was just taking over me last night and stepped into my heart dearly. He does not forsake his people and he does not abandon the nation which belongs to Him. His door just keep wide open and never reject.

should've something that we ask for more. should pray for our needs, but should've praise the Lord first. A spiritual voyage to know God. ;) it's pretty awesome that God is so real!

Thanks guys :)

oh well`` :D I'm finally ok now! yess.
i went to gleneagles last friday to look for a cardiologist and physician doctor and did some kind called ECG and the other one? and yea cause my heartbeat was so fast! x(
and the doctor told me this >> i was so sick is because of my : illness of course, and those MEDICINE i took!
aww``i have looked for two doctors before i went to gleneagels.
and they gave me diff medicine made me so uncomfort.
the first doctor gave me yes...the right medicine, but it will make my hearbeat go faster!
the second one..as what i complained that my heart beating super fast, the doctor gave me kind of medicine to slower down my heartbeat. And gosh...they made worst.
the medicine for me to slower down my heartbeat made my sickness come over again.

So...the cardiologist asked my stop eating those medicine and he gave me some diff kind wan.
wow``!awesome~ that i just totally got well after few hours of taking those medicines``should thank God from helping me to get a good doctor`! yes...praise God :)
I HAVE FINALLY RECOVERED`! x)

And yes...should thank you guys from giving me support too :) that tagged me ,sent me msg and yes bless me`! thanks, really thanks...love ya.