My five days

Hi yeah, have been away for some time um just five days, spending some great time with friends, everything just turned out to be pretty neat and well this week, have been spending sufficient time with friends and many other farewell parties. Can't believe they are leaving this soon, so much more fun if they're gonna stay, started missing the fun.

Yeah, my previous post was kinda sentimental and emotional or whatever you called it, still, I thank God for what I've owned, what I have and what I'm going through, because, through the trouble times He covered me :)

Well, this post will basically talk about what I've done all these days what I see what I feel what I have :) Let the pictures do the talking? haha.

New dress, hey no, I've gotten this since weeks ago straight after the phatculture ones, bff got me this from Malaysia so this piece actually experienced a ride on the plane :p Its another asymmetrical dress, the quality wasn't as good as I've expected but its okay :) #asymmetrical #dress #slingbag #bangles

Another one that bff got me. #back2schoolbag The quality is okay, like it though.

So for this five days, I've been doing plenty. 

#1 Trip to town, a ride on the bus to the town checking out some apartments with flatmate, another day out to shop #koreanfood #funfair #skatingrink

Outdoor skating rink, can only skate during winter. Booooo.

That day was indeed a good day spending some time walking down the street watching the kids at the fun fair, the scream haha crazy, felt so much better after that.

#2 day out with friends to the mall

Was checking out the prices for the fabric paint. It costs so much that I changed my mind not to paint my shoes that I've mentioned long ago. Sorry guys :/ it costs $11 for one color and $8 for the brush #crazehyyy

Like how the color of my hair being highlighted in this photo. lol :p

#3 Went for a jog with friends at the stadium, it was still tough, my stamina has gone low, that bad. Actually wondering if I could still jog, it brought the same effect as grapefruit, if you could understand teeheeee. I was basically dead tired after that but have to get some stuffs sorted out, so headed to the mall. #fun

#4 Lovely friend cooked korean food, it was super delicious nom nom yum. And parties. 

#5 food party; farewell party for few of the friends.

#punishment #need to drink and not allowed to go to the toilet lol.

Yeap so there the five days have gone. Another farewell party for a friend of mine tonight. Cowboy and indian themed party. What to wear :O

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See ya guys.

Your time

You know, the time that you feel ultimately miserable, not knowing what will happen next, being discouraged with the things that were totally fine, and now that it pulls you down, now that you try to get over with these by not having yourself alone in the room but hanging with friends until late night making sure that you're able to sleep instantly after getting home, having friends to hug you listening to your problems, tear with you when they hear you, I feel so much appreciated.

Time when you feel upset with things, get over it with some jogs listening to songs, started worshipping, seek Him throughout the time, not just, but praising Him even when tough times knock on us, thanking Him for given us the opportunity to come across things that have upset us at the same time out paid a little sweetness, given us what we've always wanted.

Time when you question God why it happens, what's His call, why are things not get right on track. You're wrong, because it would have been worse without Him. Time when you have yourself proud thinking that you're good enough, you're wrong, because without Him, you'd not have been going this far. Time when you think you're weak and not capable of doing greater things, you're wrong, because through Him, nothing is impossible. Time when you think there is no miracle, you're wrong, because staying alive is already a miracle. Time when you say you don't need God, you're wrong, because you're lying to yourself and having fear deep down inside.

For everything that happens, let Him be the center of it all, like how the gravity holds us to the ground of the earth, the center of it all.

Dress ze dresses ♥

Hello people, *hoooooorayyyyy dance* I've officially finished my exams, teeheeee. Stats, Accounting, Marketing, Law; say bye :) Yesterday was the official day and went to Fergs with friends to chill talk & drink, I've never felt so good for awhile, 3 weeks? :/

Sigh honestly, I was so attracted to lots of good stuffs during the exam, everything just seems so much more interesting during exam period, having so many wishes wanting to get it done after finals. Bleggghhh now exam is finally over and all I feel is 'Ok, I'm aimless, where should I head to? Town, get some shoppings? Park, get some jogs?

Since I've hundred and one percent of freedom now, I went for a jog with one of my friends today! :p Awesome? I've not been jogging for four months. I shall say today was like a hardcore for me to jog up and down the hill. With winter, its even harder, like a heart attack. 

So this is how I look like before I jog with the just-woke-up hairstyle and you'll never want to see my after-jog-look :)

Heh here are some good news, ding dong bell, my dresses have finally awesomely beautifully arrived! Before showing some photos, I'd say, the shipping was just way too efficient, they sent me an email telling me it will arrive after 14 days, and 'zoom' after a week, it came and I've never realized, until, the last day of exam :) They sent me a card and asked me to pick up the parcel from the post office :O I was like nooooo??? Its at Rosedale!! Can't it be nearer? :/ In the end, lovely friend picked it up for me, I can't be more thankful than that.

Teeeeheeee pictures! Loving both dresses from Phatculture :)

#1 Cross back piping skate dress! Wanted the red one, but well sold out. Well, still love this! Thumbs up for the quality too! :)

Drums roll for the #2 one! Love it, but lol I was too lazy to straighten the dress before trying on, was overly excited to try it on when it gets here. :)

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So, taadaaaa :) loving the designs

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Loves, more to come :)

Time to head to the town! Em, wait, do you think I've gained weight? Everyone's saying this.

Snow.

Yellow hello mello ello.

Had my previous post written about my eye, it was merely an infection and some medication indeed taken off those pain, now I'm totally fine! :) I was stressing my post on my finals stuffing some books and etc., a packed three weeks of staying right in front of the books are coming to an end, rejoice bwahahahahaha. I've done two papers and two more left, but one thing for sure, I'm really glad the time spent on those papers were all worth. Not the best, but I'm sure the papers were not too bad, at least not a fail? Yes, No? :p Oh well. #prayforme loves!

So, I could burn all the books now :D Hehehe.

Keep your eyes down and look,

What do you think it is? Its winter, pretty much. A few weeks ago or was it just last week, I was dancing over the weather saying "eh, winter, this is winter? Nooooh, its not as cold as I've expected, so this is how Auckland winter is, yay coldddddd" Time towards my finals the weather started changing and the blazing hot sun is not anymore hot, its cold. Morning walking towards the bus-stop is suffocating hahahahah I could barely feel my hand my feet my face, seeing the grass turning into white hahaha #snowlah. No, its ice on the grass. And question, Y U SO COLD & FINALS DURING WINTER??? Problem.

Well #self-proclaimed I think I'm talented in cooking, not the best but not too bad then, but I was fed up cooking meals every single day and I decided, why not just hunt for food during exam instead of burning the stress on the stove? So yeah, I started checking out good-food-in-town as rewards studying hard, pamper myself with some awesome bubble tea, taiwanese food, thai food, jap food and korean food the next :D

And and and, I'm missing those long lost flatmates since my study break, awaiting the arrival of 19th June 12.30pm and freedom the flying wings! I've been missing out so much, and life group, church and everything else since I was just staying at home #likeazombie 

#flatmates  

The firecrackers and fireworks at the park and home was ridiculous.

That's my life group :) #Malaysian #Awesome


Oh yes, I'm sooooo excited waiting for the dresses, with the estimated time, I'm gonna receive them on the 19th yes the last day of exam! :) How excited. And bags and a lot more online shoppings, can't wait to post them up here! ♥
See you soon! ;)
Loves.

Talk or Knock

Ok, so I was saying that I'm gonna be away for two weeks merely to stuff myself with some good books for finals. Oh wells, things don't always go the way as they're supposed to. I've been reading throughout the day, sad not, I've locked myself in the room just to get some books down. This time it's worse, I'd have gone for some groceries shopping or say jogging at the park, no not one of them, I've practically becoming a nerd, but x so much, since I've not focused well. 

I'm not gonna tell you whatsoever story; but this is something I felt like telling. Just be prepared to see a gross photo of mine while scrolling down :)

Oh yes you sure you do want to see, yes no yes? Okay, don't get excited oh please.

Yes, it's bloody scary, I've scary eye now, #notvampirekay. I've been to the doctor last year checking whether my eye was alright, it was a year ago, exactly, a year. The bloody small tiny lump of blood clot, or whatsoever its called, its freaking me out. Last year it was painful and realized the small tiny thing in my eye, got over it by visiting the doctor, had some medication, it was fine, no more pain but still the tiny thing is there, but who cares since its not painful after all. This time its extraordinary, I'm sure I'm gonna look for a doctor tomorrow, this time it is as painful as it was, but hey it bleeds, and some harden yellowish xxxxxx came out from the clot, I thought I was gonna die Nahhhh so basically I need to visit the doctor.

Now, it stopped bleeding and the harden yellowish thing stopped squeezing out, whew relief, not. It's my finals next week and I'm scared what is this gonna do to me. #prayforme.

Ok, I was really stressed over my exam, I felt the homesickness throughout the day, tough time and was just looking for someone to talk to dearly, crying at the corner ok I'm so gay yes. Oh wells, feel so much better after throwing out words to Juan just now, I was practically crying throughout the video call. #pms #finals That's the weight I take, girls understand that.

While trying to get those emotional moments off running over my head, something inspiring knocked over it. See the shoes? ;)

Are you thinking what I'm thinking? Certainly not. I'm getting some inspiration to design my white plain cotton on shoes, I'll definitely do this after finals, get some painting over my shoes! Yay or nay? ;) I'm sure its gonna be fun. I have slowly loving designs and I'm taking business. Hehe.

Its just the word 'fashion' I'd say, young girls love fashion, well I love to shop.

Thanks for reading ;)

#let those inspire you too.

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Time away

See my laughs? I can say, I had the best moment of laugh. Ok, this was what I found in my album when I was too bored of stuffing my brain with piles of reading. When I see this, I was thinking "problem?" hahaha. 

Okay, I give myself a five minutes break just to update a post, #toobored I'm basically trying to update as many posts as I could, not just, but something interesting, I hope. Well, since my title is "Time away", I'll be away for 2 weeks, finals on the way #nolife. 

I've been up for some online shopping and I'm looking forward to getting the parcel after my exam! ;) I've never wanted the shop for dresses online, but the designs were irresistible! If you're to shop, phatculture.com is something I'd love you to check it out. Well, I'm pretty sure the quality is under control. I've bought some dresses today, hope the shipping is efficiently organized.

Chaos, there you go. Short post ae. 

See me in two weeks time, would love to post some photos for the dresses! loves.

Loving the earrings I bought from Equip. #feather earring for NZD5. It was on promotion! Chaos :)
Oh, and it's #winter now.

A glimpse of hope

Ok, this is not something that you're gonna read. 

Hi, 

To be honest, I've not been writing an appropriate passage about what I'm up to for some time, you think so? I think, yes. After reading some of the blogs I used to follow, I came to realize that people are getting bored with blogging, and am one of those. I mean, not just get bored with it, but somehow you just feel so reckless to just blog and having little fun seeing and reading your own posts, getting some decorations up on your page, no interaction is dead. Things just get bored after the invention of 9gag, you'd rather spend your time reading those jokes than just writing how emotional you are, what have you been up to and etc. 

Ok, I'm pretty sure writing articles here are simply just writing articles, I even felt, who is possibly viewing this, have I not been just talking all alone? And there goes the invention of Facebook that creates the interaction among human beings. I must say I love writing, or should I say I love talking. Talking as in, tell others jokes, express your thoughts to others, letting others know what have you been up to and etc. You know, others, simply means that someone to talk to. 

Heh ok I think that's enough of randomness. If you're reading this, I'm gonna share this that I've seen it on twitter, a joke.

: Knock knock!: Who's there?: To: To who?: To whom...

If only you get this.

Well, what a university student do in the month of June? Party? Fun? Trips? Nooooooh, its the last step to end your first semester, finals! I've been spending my two weeks in my room excluding the groceries shopping (which is necessary), cooking meals at the kitchen. Awesome or problem? I feel like I've not been reading this much until I got here. Everything goes to 'study when you need to, have fun when you have to' I'm satisfied how I've been motivating myself all this while :)

Something that I'm even amazed about.

I had an exam two weeks ago which I had put so much effort on reading them trying to score as good as I could. The day before the exam, I was practically spending my whole day just to make sure I'm good enough to walk into the exam hall. On the exam day itself, I was just so nervous because of the prior experience of not finishing the paper, I prayed. And during the exam, I was on the verge of blanking out, I was just having a tough time and at last, I didn't manage to finish few of the questions. I came outta the exam hall, I was emotionless, was thinking if that could be me overworking for the course or I was just not capable enough to do the paper. An A+ is far gone. I was questioning God why, but then, I was just hoping for a PASS. The result was out a few days ago, and I was aiming for a Just Pass. You'll never know how I felt when see my result, a glimpse of hope, I've gotten an A-. I was jumping, dancing, calling my parents telling them how I feel and how God had amazed me. I know this is not the effort I've put alone, but He who helped me through. He is the glimmer of hope. :) And the flashbacks of me crying on the table having a pizza, it put a smile on my face, because, everything is worth the price.

If you've read until this point. I thank you! :D

See you guys after finals! I've have to find a job too, prayers needed. Ciaos
Greater Him; Lesser Us! Loves.