dont u all noe wad is that..?heh heh...
fatty ghost just sent me this...
then i put it in my blogger...
that's my name...quite nice ler...
but i dont understand wad it write there..n.n

too free today,woke up early in the morning and
follow my dad to his company party...heh heh...
that's two hot air balloon waiting for me...!!~woo....
i had just took some picture and share it with
my damn frens in my blog...haha...oops..
this pic cant see my face clearly...n_n..
too small...hahaha...

which one nicer...?i think the yellow-blue-red
nicer...heh heh...

i like this picture!!..the hot air balloon

was flying in the sky...=P..GREAT

EASTERN!!flying...hahaha

sienz..~

haiz...
damn damn damn...
im still wearing my prefect uniform...
btw,i just need to wait...
waiting for the good news
inform me to change my uniform...

they had promised me..
i can wear back uniform in this week..
but they rejected...
not fare...
not dare to talk to them anymore..
how can they *promised*
without *comformation*
and finally they *rejected*..?

i keep force-inG them...
they just try to avoid it...
chase-ing them...
avoid-ing me...
damn...

i know not really
all is their fault...
but they just simply gave
promises...
not *they* actually,
is *HE*...

however...
im wait-inG...=P

me~

woo woo...nice hor?=P...taste good...~~

*~bless~luRv n liFe~*

hey...
im confusing...
this few days...
it is quite complicated...
[my friend]

L-O-V-E
wad strong with them?
i do try to solve it...
i wanna help them...
but i not dare to solve those things...

that's not a simple luRv...
it cant solve it easily,
im doing nothing with that...
heh heh..=P

i just pretend to be a counselor..
wad strong with everyone this month?
this month,
is it broken heart month?
y everyone,
had just broke up with their partners?

i get bless...
my friends need bless too...
need to grow up...
and know more things...
understand more
bout life that living in the messy world!~

we are just living in a planet,
that's call earth...
nothing special...
we just pass by the earth
in our journey...

we will get more experiences
in our future...
L-I-F-E
it's not easy~~

the earth will destroy
by us oneday...
nowadays,
the world change...
it get destroy
from every minute...

however...
we will just blame everyone...
and will think that
not our fault...
thats human...
he heh...=P

GOD BLESS~

cell meeting...sis bday^^

do u see wad are the words writting on the miror?
~!!JESUS IS LORD!!~
i like the mirror...nice....!


haha...jenn ming pretend-inG exercise-inG!!~


hey...guess who is this?thats my sis...

=====================
yesterday me n my sis went for cell group meeting..
when we were dicussing something during cell...
all of us are eating those snack..hahah...delicious..
thanks God for the funny and happy cell yesterday...!!~
after the meeting...me,nicole,sydney and sandra
when to the kitchen and took out the cake
for my sis...we opened up the box of the cake quickly
in the kitchen...funny...haha...after that,i took it out from
the kitchen while singing the bday song...my sis felt surprised...
but when i took it there...i dint took it to my sis...
i put it on the table...haha...all of them asked me tooked it to my sis...
when i walked there...i almost wanted fall down..haha...
luckily...NO!!~...haha...then after the 'celebration'
we all suggested went to OLD TOWN KOPITIAM...
but... my dad called me and asked us go bak...
omg...then i see what time...oh no...was so late...!~
11.30pm edi...but i wanted go old town...
but however...i dint go....i followed the order...
went bak home...haha...
yesterday my sis was so happy...i saw her face...
i noe her feeling...happy...actually her bday is today...
but we celebrated it earlier...^^...
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here three little frensX

ying n hwa...^^

me n ying^^v

===*~*==*v*==*-*==*x*===

THREE LITTLE FRENzX

we take pic in the skol when we r free....

no matter how...

we r three...

have argue...

just give a sweet...

face problem...

just say a 'please'...

however...

we r peace!!~^0^~

say goodbye...

just give a kiss...=P...

ni..ooi..na...

place in the frenz list...

give u a tips...

guess who is in the list...?..

guess it,

and give u a fren kiss...=P

thats wad the three little frens did...

they will feel happy...

when they see this!!~

===*^*==*u*==*8*==*0*===

n0t t0 reGret!!~

n0t t0 reGret!!~
i get to resign...
i noe i wont regret..
but just wan to comfirm...

yesterday^^...
i saw my frenster message...
from kmk...haha
made me so happii...
i get to resign...~~
lalalalalala~~~

but i will miss u...
however...
i dont care it..
i dun care!!~
y0u!!

it made me so hate u...
but not at all~
wad u had wrote was,
important for me...
but now~
i do ignore it!!``

just a day...
it start~
it can be so fast.
end it up!!

im encious to noe...
wad r u thinking too~~
but u close the door...
i cant go into it``

``no matter wad,i dun care``

``i don care it anymore``

``it hurt me hardly``

``unbelieveable ending``

**n0t sWeeT mem0Ries**
***iS sweAt mem0rIes***
=======f0r mE=======

realise

ღ===☆==☆==☆===ღ

..realise..
i realise it!!~
i don wan to noe..
wad m i thinking..
i realise it!!~
everything gone...
GONE!!~T.T

i dont wan...
i try to give up
i try but i noe i cant...
i dunno wad m i thinking..
keep on asking myself~~
really sorry for that...

sorry...
for everything i have done!~
i dunno the relationship..
can be so short..
and no longer!!~T.T

i just wanna tell u the truth!!~
that is what i noe...
and not to hurt u...
but it hurt me hardly!!~

im disappointed..
to myself and also...
y0u..
i dun even noe..
u can just dun care bout it~
after i told u...
it hurt me again!!~

i dunno are u,
pReTenD-inG?
OR
im jUsT a tiny star in ur heart?
i dunno...

i knew it...
thats me..
im stupid!!~
many things make me more complicated...
many more...
its not easy for me to hold...
its heavy!!T.T
hope u understand!

ღ===☆==☆==☆===ღ

useless...T.T

i am useless...T.T
i cant help my friends...
im worry about u now...
im not dare to be ur best friend...
i wanna help u...fellow fren...
but i cant!!~u.u

i can just advice u...
dun think so much...
i din ever see u suffering bfore untill like this
i had just seen it today...
just like the earth is ending!!~
today today and today...
i can saw it...u have no choice...
u was wondering...

hey gals!!~
wake up wake up...
u are in the earth now...
is time to wake u up...
that's just a dream...
unforgetable dream...
that's nothing...dont care too much
hey,u are strong...right?
i knew it...

me and ying will awaz support u...
ur decision...
that's ur choice...
u have choose it...
must try to solve it!!~
and not to suffer for this...
dump it...!!~

i know is hard to dump it..
that's not easy...
but just try...
try to dump all the suffering n wondering!!~

[heY...u aRe stRonG!!~]

[u aRe tHe 0ne!!~]

[u caN s0lve iT!!~]

l0rv?

whatever..
everything change to be strange..
that's what i feel..
really!~

i dont understand what i know..
i start to confuse..
confuse who am i..

i missing you,
and dont know where you are..
i feel lost,
dont know where to find back myself and you..

i dont understand what i think..
it make me feel so wrong..
that's not me!!~

you are not standing in my way..
you dont understand what i know..
just try to ignore it!
but that's not easy..

when u find~
where's my heart..
i'm really missing you..
make me wanna know where you are...
but it is just too late!!

```tRy-inG t0 miSs yOu!!```

```tRy-inG t0 noE yOu moRe!!```

```tRy-ing t0 ignoRe iT!!```

that's not what i want...it's compliacted!!~

start to become alone!!~

pretend happii in front of u?

*yes*

but i'm not!!

ScaRy anD hapPy daY^^

whew...back from skol...today i went to audition...quiet scary actually...x.x...
hmmm....i get some experiences although i dint get into another audition...
i will take part again next year...quite interesting and fun...heh heh...
when i was singing in the seminar...really feel like i was singing in the
real american idol...hahaha...jkjk...of course i will feel abit sad,cause i dint
get in...but i will get more confidence to take part next time cause teacher
said that my sound not bad...i feel happy...kakaz...besides that,after
audition...me and my damn frens go metro and play bowling again...
haha...this time im not 'longkang queen'...heh heh...i get low marks
when the first round...but i improved it when its second round...quiet high
...haha...after home...i told my mom and dad that i cant get in...
but they asked me to try again next year...whoo whoo....
[my mom laughed]omg...n_n...however,this day is quiet
interesting for me...heh heh...



ooch!!~pain lar....n_n...[seuk jia and nana]

I neeD y0u...

Haix..so boring when staying at home alone..why people scare alone

actually?a bit curious..x.x..cause of GHOST?hmm..I know I scare

alone..my house is always full of empty..no one at home always..

make me SCARE!!~I try to keep on doing things but not work..

still feel alone de ler..whew..no one chat to..so I always online de..

do some people agree that when u feel alone, u need a person to care

u n teman u?and you will need love too?curious..x.x..I think if u feel

not caring by ur parents u feel really alone..cause they always go

oversea to work for us and go here go there..izit that way to work

more money for their children?some1 told me and say that "u still

have ur sisters and brother"..but I think I am NOT!!~I din see my

sister always, cause she always go oversea too..working working

working..they are not enjoying their life..I know..they are very

stress..my whole family are stressful and bz-ing their things always

..omg..u.u..alone..need some1..love..I dont understand..

confusing feeling..

[alone...dont u scare alone?]

SCARE!!~

[need some1...dont u need some1 when u are alone?]

[love...do u need some1 to love u when u are alone?]

[can u stay alone by yourselves the whole life?]

CANNOT!!~

I know I need you always..I hate "lonely" this word!!~I don’t

like the feeling [lonely]..do u know I really need you actually?

Can u answer me pls!!~oh Gosh!!~x.x~I need you..I want you..

I miss you!!~^8^~

Hihi^^write blog again le...feel a bit relax after exam...

but still feel not really relax at all...when I was exam I try

to dont think bout it so now have 1 week time for me to think

this damn prefect resign thing...u.u... 'STUPID CAT' dont let

me resign...my friend all ask me to bring my parent and argue

with the stupid CAT...but...i scare to disturb my parent anyway...

they havent come back from oversea then...nini and ooi ooi will

change back normal uniform after holiday...how bout me?...=(...

wait for suitable time ar?i really scare to change uniform alone...

they can change in same time…but me?i hope that principle can

help me...omg...scare no use also although my parent come to

school...I need help!!~I feel that im unlucky...but anyway...

pretend to happy lo...=D…izit? What can I do?whew...u.u...

feel that little girl hor...more things to think de...heh heh...

really lar...kekex...agree mar?

[damn cat]

[damn cat]

[damn cat]

=P...CAT!!~

but however...exam over...heh heh...after exam,me and my frens

go play bowling..kakax..play till so tired....imagine how crazy when

exam...keep on study...and how happy when playing bowling...but

tired...heh heh...BUT...omg...all longkang de...hahaha...but happy

then can edi lo hor?try to forget all the bad things...really feel quite

happy that day...=P...after played bowling, i still wanna go home

and practice my piano...piano class man!!~oh man...^^...TIRED

but HAPPY...pretend happy or real happy better?har?real right?

...u.u...support support support...=P